November 29th, 2008

Ipromote ko daw...

2nd floor One beverly place condominium Anapolis Street, Greenhills, San Juan

just got my flier today.... and pauline yeokyung was smiling so brightly... "call him, he inisist on giving this to you."

then I texted, "oh I promise to go there..."

He replied I just wanted to give you my new flyer...

I remembered how I was thrilled at sad when we were connected once more.

He said "she wore contact lenses now because I told her so.."

Yohan and I had been that close.. yeah, he was even playing his flute on my debu, we shared secrets together, and we even share our birthday. He is well known in our house and my family accepts him well, although, i recalled how I wish I had fallen for him instead..

I realize I must go and be free.. Hmm...

so I asked my boyfriend to set me free.. "please tell me you don't love me..."

he would not reply..

but he never wanted to let go, he never want me seeing other guys..

then now I do think if only I had fallen with yohan and not the other guy...

but what can I do I love him and I still can't let go, even if I want to he is still holding me tight.